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2008-12-12T06:28:00.000-08:00

i'm moving out soon,
from the 1st jan i will changed my blog..the skin the name the password the email...everything new....as the year goes i wanna thanks all my friend for giving me hopes while i did my n. i never regret having friends like u although there times we fought over small little things,
*** especially to my best friend, u will be in a new environment...i may not be your best friend anymore as u may find another one during ur tertiary years but i hope we remain as close friend aite! i will cherished every moment i spent with you for 4 years and the half. i love u much. *but rmb u have a mission to complete....next yr b4 24th july 2009.
**** to my childish but cute buddy...hehehe...
you're the best person to hang out with but there's time you were in your own world surround by ur mood swing but then u r still the best la...actually i don't know what to said. since we stay in the same area make sure we hang out most of the time UNDERSTAND hehehe...muacks love u...
**** to my business minded friend.
we are getting drifting away far far away but i believe we will be close again soon hopefully. i don't want to waste our 7 years of friendship up and downs. i still love u hahaha i'm not les...
**** to my plan crashed friend last minute!
i'm not being sarcastic but its just a nick..hello! hahaha...sorry for making u pissed but i was really quite frustrated but plssss...forgive me ....:) u better not cross my anger line anymore...as years goes by my patience is lower down...hopefully we still be friend till we're old. love u.
**** to my ahlian girlfren hahaha asctually u r trendsetter lols
we're getting drifted but we managed to close up back every now and then thats the best la...hopefully our friendsip stay very much stronger ever.
**** to itik..
hey...dah kene puji don't kembang eh.....jgn sombong the minute u step out of the whatever smb sec sch...we'll still be friend...although last time u use to put a harsh trick on me...but i admit actually it bring good to me...u make me learn a good lesson..i'm serious. :P
**** to syhella.
hey yo're a great friend but recently we're not that close as if there's no chemistry but then u're the most funniest and there's time sarcastic friend i ever know...hope u achieve the very best in ur life in 2009 and so on...
**** to farah.
i know the truth...hey if u think i called u emmmb***th i'm not...if u happened to read my msn title. i'm just fed up with somebody...but then the truth that i found out hmmm..is a bit harsh to me....i still find it hurt....since a new year is beginning i will forgive u...and everyone! hehehe...we're friend okay..but not as close as we use to be last time cause i can't forget the past easily as u think....anyway don't bother to add me in friendster...i'm bored with it...so if u want to be inside my social circles join facebook and add me! (chey mcm commercial lak*)
to olevel friends god luck for the result.
to me hope i get o level....
to bff if i go to o...u better be my tutor...haha..u'r the cleverest friend i ever noe....
to nlevel friends good luck on the 18th....i miss y'all. see u soon

***shud i cut bangs? is my face suit? answer me babes!

weird ohhh

2008-12-01T17:45:00.000-08:00

my friends purposely put my name either first or second to make me do this. Like what airah wrote-They are so eagerly desperate to know our weird habits. "You guys want them...You guys got 'em".

1) Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2) At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged & list down their names.
3) People who get tagged need to post 10 weird things/habits/little know facts as well as state the rules clearly.
4) No tag back! Okay, so here we goooo ... .
1. I will cry at least once a day.. .
2. I lovee to beat my tummy..teehee.. .
3. I love to irritate my sis with my horrible voices hehe...
4. I will smil to myself if i happened to read a cute sweet romantic novel - and everyone will think i'm sort!.
5. I will be extremely angry if someone critic my buddies/friends or my fantasy bf..haha .
6. I will fall in love with any different kind of guys depend on the way they talked to me or treat me from the first meeting or talks or sms-ing. LOLS -LAME! .
7. I love to day-dream. .
8. I love to joined all kind of membership - especially if the membership is free!~ .
9. When i start to write something if i found it messy or ugly handwritting i will throw away and re-do but then if i was in hurry i will just scribble away and hope nothing will happened cause laziness have already concured me!.
10. I love writting story and i expect a comments..if there's no comment i will either re-do or changed a lil bit or cancel. :) .
PPL must do.. .
1. my sis.
2. lydia.
3. Natasha.
4. Taufiq.
5. Aidillah.
6. Syhella.
7. Noorina.
8. Hafiz.
9. faiz.
10. someone who want to volunteer?.

2008-11-20T18:23:00.000-08:00

Notice me, take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I make believe that you are here
It's the only way I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face will fade away

And everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so small
I guess I need you, baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you, baby

2008-11-18T17:00:00.000-08:00

Two days have gone past..
Bibik is already back at kampung preparing her marriage, with her future husband, Mr Imam Rafi'i...
I'm missing her a lot right now.
but then i was told there'll be a new bibik..her name is bik fitri. she's 30 over..i'm not sure whether i can get along with her fast...
I can get along with bik Ct because she's only 6 years different...she's like my own sister...
But then i promised her i will send a letter to her....i will do it..
yesterday..i just doesn't know why...i have stress...my head were spinning...hurting me badly...i felt like crying..and then one customer...really hurt me....ahhhh...no use talking about it...
i tried to vent my stress by sms-ing friends..but..
my bestfriend didn't reply...
airah, her last word is 'lerrrr'
hid, busy with her proposal
ratna, went out with afad...and that fellow ask her to silent her phone. I've got no comment.
i didn't msg mas...cause i know she might be working...her working area doesn't allow her to use phone normally. i understand her alot...
none of it can vent my stress....then i did what i use to do..eating.."Thats y i'm fat" teehee...
then i stop..thanks god, anitha, my colleague...she lent me her laptop..while i was helping her search apartment to rent in the internet...i played with facebook...it really lowered down my temper...bit by bit....
Now i know what the stress is...I hate love! I don't why i love a wrong person and i don't why i love a person at the wrong time. I don't need love anymore. I despise love. My heart is closed officially. My love is only for my family...how i wish i was rich so that i can run far away to madinah or mekkah to find peace..
Sometimes not only this years...the past year tooo...i wonder where will my death took place and at what age? will it be at tanah suci? p/s: For the time being i may be not going to reply any one's msg...i want to be quiet...all alone...............................................................

2008-11-18T16:53:00.000-08:00

date: 19/11/08
time start: 08.20am
time end: 08.49am
___________________________________
Where is the person who has your heart at this moment?
' IDK! I've been searching him to get my heart back....
Are you waiting for something?
' waiting for 18th birthday..and be legal to everything...so that i can vent my stress on crimes..hehe..i rather be in jail rather then seeing him with another gal..
What were you doing at ten last night?
' still at work..
Did you cry today?
' nope...just woke up..
Do you hate the last person you had a conversation with?
'face to face??? Of course not..She eventually lower down my stress by eating chips together with me...hihihi
Have you ever thought about converting your religion?
'Islam is already the best..
Can you sleep in jeans?
'yes..when i'm in the long journey bus only..
What cant you wait for?
'My death o_0
Are you good at giving advice?
'maybe yes.
Are you good at giving directions?
'it's depend on the places.
When is the last time you told someone youre okay when youre not?
' Yesterday
What movie are you waiting for?
' My Own Directed Movie..:P
What song do you listen to feel happy?
' Korean song, especially 'Nobody' although the lyrics doesn't help me in anything....
Garfield or mickey mouse?
' Mickey Mouse...
In a week, how many times do you go online?
' its depend on what time i should clock in for work
What are you listening to right now?
' Propose - Andy Shinhwa
Complete this sentence: THE WORLD NEEDS
' BARACK OBAMA! (I'm serious...^_^)
What was the last thing you ate?
' chippy chip chip..my sis was lucky..cause she get to eat my chips too..i only intend to buy chip only if i'm stress if not i'll said.."Mei You Cian" no money...or whatever the reason is..
Something happened today?
' My dad didn't woke me up to iron his shirt... :)
Have you kissed someone on the lips in the past week?
' Oooohh..I've not been kissed on the lip once..only..cheeks..
Where is your sister/brother right now?
'eldest brother,OUT,to bintan for 7 days.
eldest sister,out to school.
Who was the last person you talked to in person?
'My sister..
Have you ever done something with someone when they were high?
' Although i can be nonsense @ time..but i'm an innocent freak..do u understand??
Do you have friends?
' Some(s) but i felt like there's no friend.~
In the past week, have you felt sad?
'Yes...a lots of reason to it~
What were you doing at 9 am this morning?
' Playing computer..
Is your room clean?
' look from outside..u will find it clean..but inside thanks to nikki & niddo..
Who was the last person you threw out of your life?
' Somebody..I don't think i can fall in love again...I guess i just bring up orphan kids..in future..:P
In the next 4 months, what are you
looking forward to the most?
'ermm,if i go to o'level...SHIT! its o level mother tounge!
Have you ever told someone you love them?
'Can you stop talking about LOVE??
Did you have a good day yesterday?
' Few minutes only..suddenly...I'm stress..
How many hours did you sleep last night?
'from 12am till 08am...how many hours is that????
In the past week, have you felt stupid?
' nooo...
in the past week have you gotten sick?
' Yes...I'm sick of love...then I miss bibik!...I want to cry..i want her with meeee....
lastly, write the person's name that you like with only the last letter of his/her name?
'I Don't like anyone right now...currently despising LOVE...How i wishhh i'm not born with feelings..

2008-10-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

to my "friend" From now on 24/10/2008 till life time..i severe my ties with u! i don't need and asshole as a friend. That's right..I don't need a friend like u ANYMORE! building a friendship with u for years was like wasting my time! It's not wrong to listen to ur mates but there's time to follow and not to follow. but whats up with deleting me..in fact US! from ur account? tak masuk akal! are u trying to tell us, you want to severe our ties as a long time friend? well said it to our face! i can take it if u did it tat way but ur way...i have no comment. You want it this way? fine! don't call/search me if u need anything. whether u r married/engage or u r dead! Stick that in ur head.
I may forgive you but i won't forget it!
JEALOUSY IS A KILLER!
Memories
Can be beautiful and yet
there's lots of painful's memories to remember
I simply choose to forget everything! Goodbye friend. Thank u for being my friend. Now we are just a plain strangers.

2008-10-22T20:49:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, gotta meet my little rascal! i miss him a lots...you will know what i'm feeling if you have a little rascal like him in your life hahaha.. Reach his home, saw him sleeping like a log..SO CUTE. as usual salam, Grandma, Uncle Ebon and Bibik CT first.
Then i laid myself beside the little rascal.He didn't feel it. I start tickling him. He showed his tempered lucky i managed to get away fast. Then my sis sat beside him and slap his face likely. haha..if you see his reaction, i guess you won't forget at all. Then i said, Bye..aqmal. stay with momok k..Everyone want to go out and meet nenek and datuk!. He just mengeliat. Bye la aqmal, Pink and green power ranger nak fight. MAK DATUK! he woke up and start to fight hahahaa..cute la.
The one who go to rumah datuk is only him, aunt, dad and mum. at home, we stay with grandma, uncle and bibik. Me and sis took out aunt's sewing machine. Well we're beginner..so it take us an hours to put up the string and so on at the right place.
BUT WE STILL CANNOT MAKE IT SEW. haiz. When the aunt came back she start showing us how to put properly and then we try to start. but cannot. it spoilt. and my little rascal shout " KUANG KUANG KUANG.." evil right!
This r just sypnosis about yesterday. today i'm studying Mandarin and french before going to work. I just love languages!:P

2008-10-19T07:53:00.000-07:00

I love CHOCOLATES.
But WHAT THE HELL!! I guess i have to stop eating it!
A new year to begin! SO THERE must Be A new LOOKS!
It will be worth the wait
HONEY
Maybe were friends
Maybe were more
Maybe it's just my imagination
But I see you stare just a little too long
And it makes me start to wonder
So baby call me crazy
But I think you feel it too
Maybe I, Maybe I
Just got to get next to you

2008-10-14T18:44:00.000-07:00

results for n level will be out in december one month left.
promote or not is depend on my fate.
but no matter what i already planned my future.
if i still have to go to nitec or higher nitec. i just do it.
at the same time i will apply part timed o there for basic subject. math,eng,sci & mly :P
after that course i will apply either as prison officer or traffic police
Being a police is a tradition in my family.
LAte paternal grandpa was once a police
my 6th uncle become a traffic police married to his wife a traffic police too in same office! cool right? thats consider 2 in my family.
My last aunt join the same force as my uncle - that turns 3
MY cuzin-sis become a police officer and now engaged to her fiance, a police too! 3 + 2 = 5 police in my family recently minus off my late grandpa :(
how about if i join police force too? that's 7! married to Taufik batisah(DREAM ON! but i wish it will be true hahaha)..thats will be 8!
"Stop dreaming nurul! you have to physically fit" I know that sentence, one of you will spout out to me, but helllooo! i have a year to get my stubborn fats off my body to achieve my DREAM! understand! don't think low of me..i hate that..
What i need to do know is pass my nlevel go to o level or higher nitec!
the starting pay will be like this.
5 GCE o level or nitec (Prison officer - corporal) 1809 SGD(w/o ns)
5 GCE o level or nitec (Police officer/traffic police) 1559.43 SGD(w/o ns)
higher nitec (Police officer/traffic police) 1722.63 SGD(w/o ns)
higher nitec (Prison officer - corporal) 1972 SGD(w/o ns)

*Source are copyrighted from Singapore Prison Services and Singapore Police Force

2008-10-10T17:38:00.000-07:00

Let me summarise my day from 6 oct to 10 oct.
6oct
*went to find a job @ Metro hq, Toy r us & Borders
*Went to LJS for breakfast.
*went to BK for dinner
*Met mum @ toa payoh, she said she will treat me n my sis but in the end she ate alone, my sis not hungry and i've already ate at BK
7oct
*Work as usual at my dad shop with aunt shanti!
*kak izan apply urgent leave to go to clinical appointment.
*Met my dearest friends, Aira,reira & ratna.
THANKS REIRA SWEETHEART FOR TREATING ME N DARLING AIRA TO KFC CHICKY! I WILL TREAT YOU WHEN I HAVE MONEY OKAY. LOVE U!~ heehe
8oct
*I slept like a log at home!
*I play computer
*I clean the house
*I analise aqmal presents!
9oct
*I work as usual but with kak izan now.
*Dad said he want to go home early nak rest later drive taxi but in the end he went home at 1.30pm. if he wait anothe 1 n half hour, i will save my ezlink value..hahaz
10oct
*I work alone with kak izan, no dad around.
*I secretly calculate how much dad give me in an hr, its 2.25 sgd! he cheat me! haha well most probably he cut a lot of allowances because, im not serious in working, i read magazines, i have break every now n then..hahaha..
Thats all i've been doing this weekdays. Today i will be meeting my ex classmates whom i miss a lots, not all actually only some of them! will be going to raya together. but then later i have to cabut stengah jalan, need to go to kidah's house lak! planned with izzati n fatin yesterday night!
Guys n Girls, meet up with u all soons!!
I MISS YOU HONEY!!!!!! I SWEAR I DO, WHEN I MET A SLANKY TALL C guy, HE WILL REMIND ME OF YOU! AI SHITERU!

2008-10-03T22:04:00.000-07:00

Fashion? I love fashion.
Ambition? I wanna be a fashionista

MY NLEVEL JUST FINISHED! YEAH!
GD LUCK TO EVERYONE, Who's EXAM IS STILL ONNN, DON GIVE UP! JIAYOU!
O'LeVEL STUDENTs - ESpecially to MY BESTFRIEND(Noorina) + BUDDY(Norhumairah)...GAMBATTE.I miss u. :P
*Everybody change their mind last minutes. THANKS GOD, Izzati still manage to meet up with me @ metro and apply together. Like what i say its true! we still have to go to PARAGON. MMMmmm..Izzati called the person in charge there, and they said come on monday. well luck i want to go mustafa tomorrow to find nice clothes! must a show good impression liao!*

2008-10-02T23:27:00.000-07:00

WELCOME TO MY RUNWAY..
I JUST LOVE CAMWHORE!!! :P
DON't HATE ME Cause YOU AINT me!

2008-10-01T02:54:00.000-07:00

Ampun dan maaf andainya,
TERkasar bahasa,
TERsilap bicara,
TERmarah yang tak kena,
TERtanya yang tak tentu hala,
TERsasul yang tak sengaja,
TERpukul kat mana-mana.
TERpekik di telinga,
TERhantuk di kepala,
TERpinjam harta benda,
TERmoody tak semena mena,
TERumpat bila bila,
TERmacam macam lag yang kena,
Semoga dimaaf atas segalanya..
SELAMAT HARI RAYA KEPADA SEMUA UMAT ISLAM.
*Current on hiatus till 3rd OCT*

2008-09-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

Have you ever know any trick to make your hair soft? I do!
My mum said you can try a detergent call "SOFTLAN"
ok i'm lame its just a simple jokes i share around with my family last sunday. the day mum and dad together with bik odah, cik mah n lydia came back from tanjong pinang. sadly cik mah n lydia didn't drop by nyai house :(
people @ there were my family, cik ani & cik ebon, and cik midah's family ohh and of course the owner!!! lolz. its kinda funny talking with my aunties especially bik odah. lolz. laughing non stop!
we kept talking from keropok to hair rebonding and all the way to kuntilanak! omg! 0_o
today i felt so glad cause in class there's only two girls! thats me and fatin. haha. almost everyone never come claimed they're having self study..and of course i know its not! who in the hell is so damn stupid to believe! :@
me and fatin share alot of information together. about childhood love destiny lolz. haha.. talking about her brother unexpected meet up with a girl to my childhood lover and my honey lolz! haha.
my nlevel is coming soon...readers which me luckz! i need lucks! woohhooo..im nervous la..6 more days to raya...4 more days to my nlevel! shit! the 2nd days of raya is my history! wah lau! then 3rd oct is the last day n (me n the gals) want to apply job @ metro woodlands! i cant wait to start werk!
if i werk there i will not be a couch potato and if i dun b a couch potato i will slim a bit la! hahah then i can marry honey! yeahh in a beautiful dress! :P

2008-09-14T22:25:00.000-07:00

I'm done with my painting for my room..wahhha...from combo of scarlet-celery..me n my sis decide to stick with one colour - COTTON CANDY!.. I'm glad sis choose this colour as it made our room extraordinary bigger than the last time.. my sis's lil children make my day (yesterday) sooo much hahha...especially when niddoo...tried to "committed suicide"..she dropped liked a spoilt coconut! DA-BOOM..and all the chipboard hit my sis..we have no more comment to say but laughed heartily..hahaha...man i forget my sis 2nd child! whats her name ah? Nikki? i can't rmb?! cause i've been spending time morre with niddooo hahaha..:P i'm sorry readers...currently i will be SEMI-HIATUS for the time being. ps: me n hid will be applying work @ ISETAN due to our fanatic in Japanese since watching HANA YORI DANGO!~ woooo Oguri Shun Aishiteru des ka! did i say correctly? hahaha...

2008-09-04T20:01:00.000-07:00

i've been going to terawih two times. one at kampung mosque and the other one at asyafaah mosque. To be honest, i prefer the kampung one but then my dad are not free to pray yesterday, both my sis and i took a shuttle bus to asyafaah instead.
the reason i don't like asyafaah
1. they're not friendly
2. i feel so stressss in there
3. There's no one i knew.
During the kampung terawih, i actually meet up with fatin, my primary schoolmate. i want to approach but then the terawih start. When the terawih ends, she missing..lols. haha..then i saw lots of sembawang gangs..haha(sembawang secondary alumni- to be exact they r all who born in 1990)..haha..
its my first time attending the terawih cause last year i didn't really have the confidence in going-scared i did the wrong thing..thanks god my sis was there-actually she too doesn't know but her boyfriend explain from step 1 to the end. Every terawih have 20 rakaat.(20 laps) after that follow by another 3 and thats solat witir. i learn and did that at assyafaah - to stop at 8 rakaat. My hands make a nuisance..if not i would have finish it. it was like another 15 more rakaat!. okaylah i stop here.
friends, if u wanna go terawih together, I'M ON! it just that for the 5 days of puasa i book it for my family. My sis and her boyfriend is going to the orchard mosque to pray there as well celbrating my sis bday. she told me if i want to follow cannnn...but then i feel lyk a lampost later..im sureeee...haiz..:P anyone care to follow me at masjid assyafaah??????

2008-08-31T22:29:00.000-07:00

My new upcoming story

2008-08-16T03:19:00.001-07:00

i damn bored!

2008-08-12T19:26:00.000-07:00

i'm having a break now after my examination just now - my english paper one. later on i will be having combined humanities paper one - socialstudies.. today the question sucks! i hate it. i'm stuck. what worst is i only use one paper..and it didn't gave me any confidence at all.but then hid told me one paper doesn't means failed but then i'm scared...la...
i have to go now..i need to revise my next paper! wish me luckreaders!...jiayou afiqah. hwaiting efie!..gambatte efie afiqah!...fuuuhhhh...
Because tonight will be the night that i will fall for you over again..don't make me change my mind.

2008-08-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

some translation i can understand
narator: welcome hangeng & choi si yuan
hangeng&siyuan: thank you
hangeng: how nice! this show how big our popularity is!
(face the camera)
hangeng: welcome to the malan mountain's vast of grass..of the school tv channel yue bo yue kai xin. i'm the school broadcaster..HANGENG
siyuan:(clap)hello i'm the school broadcaster, choi si yuan
hangeng: ouh siyuan..your chinese is improving
siyuan: really?
hangeng:all thanks to my hard work
siyuan:haishhh
hangeng:siyuan..i heard about our school's doin recently..the school's "flower boy" contest.
siyuan: xiaocao?
hangeng: it's ???
siyuan*hangeng: xiao ???
hangeng: say again
siyuan: xiao ??
hangeng: yes! it means handsome boy
siyuan: thank you
hangeng: handsome boy
siyuan: scorpions???
hangeng: alright. as with the school boy pretty contest, the student have contributed a greates effort. i heard the year 3 class 1..hai ke yi(it's okay) and also heng li hai(very good) and year 2 class 2 student xian bu zhu(cannot be defended)as well as li qi da(alots of strength) are competing in an intense competition
siyuan: oh no no..
hangeng: pls pay attention to our special reporter mi si ni(very captivating)for his report back in school
siyuan: please watch the report(wrong pronounce)
hangeng: please watch the report(proper ways)
si yuan:i'm a foreigner!
zhou: helo..i'm an outside reporter..mi si ni..
--------------I'm dead----------
one part i love and understand..
siyuan kept repeating shi de shi de..
COWBOY: i'm the handsome boy
hangeng:wow! you can't always want to be a handsome boy. as a student you should put on focused on your study
siyuan: shi de shi de
hangeng: and that pose can be very dangerous to pose
siyuan:heh..shi de shi de
Hangeng: let's take a look at the hu er mao students
and his pose at the dorm.
siyuan:shi de shi de!
hangeng: si yuan, you can only said "shi de"?
siyuan:i'm a foreigner!..thank you..i love you.pls watch the report
hahahaha
This show is so cute
even though i can't understand it that much. x)
Siwon & Hankyung were adorable.
And Zhou Mi was funny running around. (:

2008-08-08T03:46:00.000-07:00

I cried!! I cried when i saw Hangeng run. I didn't cry of hatred instead I cry of happiness! i really cried i didn't lie. I've learnt that it's his wishes and dream to make big in china and now...he did IT! he had the honour of being the torch bearer. I'm really proud of him...really really proud of him...

I dreamt of having a fashion shop..and know what! i dreamt of him and jihyun becoming the ambassadors/models of my shop! arghh..i wish its true...and i..i..i sponsored clothes for the two of them!!!!!! arghhhhhhhhh...:P

OH baby wo de er fen zhi yi, ai ni

2008-08-06T06:13:00.001-07:00

been sms-ing liyy..and now chatting with her..well i'm still thinking whether to go or not to go?..ahiz..don't want to go bcoz i've got no friend..my sis werking la..haiz..and my prelim is coming!!!!!!!!! den i want to go because...its mlm jumaat!(friday night in muslim calendar) and believe that jins and iblis wandering ard scaring ppl haiz...I'M SCARED...WO HENG HAI PA
lets change subject.. den i look at mdm sunita multiply..woah! her baby is super cute..heng ke ai!...lols. (i'm practising my chi dialect.)... in the afternoon had a strong convo with suresh, illah and airah plus ain...damn funny sey...missing their jokes..haha..we're like making jokes from a till z...had a good laughter.
i've got to know - monyet and poodle neva go to the prom night..so i tot abt it..its confirm babe also dun wanna go! hahaha..bth of u neva go..i also don't want...suresh to don't want to go - he complain its exp!..haha..illah its going..she'd been persuading us to go. illah i'll go if both monyet and poodle go..okay!..:P
I just couldn't stop thinking of him! tell me y? must i found out his bad habit habit so that i will hate him to the core - NO I CAN'T do it...:(

I didn't want to fall in love with you
i didn't want to know the things i knew
wasn't till i look into the mirrrooor..
DENIAL

2008-08-05T21:47:00.000-07:00

3 hrs searching for sm academy admission criteria..but i can't. i'm not korean literate..i can speak but i can't read!!!!!arghhh! lolz
den airah came into the lib as she have a free period class suddenly! and she showed it to me some of teppei show and movie...i admit teppei is damn cute! but too bad he blg to airah..well i dun care! i have my honey! huhuh..:)
i've been checking out my aunt and uncle's multiply who are way back in australia! (i want to go there!) their son! i'm fallen in love with him..haha like the way i fall in love with dear aqmal!..hehe..sorry dear...my heart break into two..one for marcell and one for u..hehehe...
this is the photo of marcell...

this is my 1st darling-aqmal!

2008-08-05T06:09:00.000-07:00

i'm very happy! finally there's internet again in the house wooohoo!...i;ve got no other thing to do i watch videos..this video are my fav...especially when it come to my honey!...hehe..shuai!!!!!
(below) my honey is full of pranks!

(below)this is the funniest escpecially the re-enactment of titanic scene!

2008-07-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

listening: at least have you / super junior m
i'm damn bored la facing the computer all day long..imagine for 3 hours..i've been thingking how i wish i didn't drop out my d'n't! but too bad its a little too late..nvm..i just have to study hard to pass my five core subject in order to go to o level. i'm in dillemma..nvm i wouldn't talk about it..lolz..
just now during ch subject..we supposed to copy the essay from the screenn..you know what we dooo? i mean my class mate..haha..not all..some of them were planning which course to take in ite!..walau!..haha..i guess they hated this school so muccchhh la..haha..
k la i want to blog hopping...ciaozz..:P

2008-07-25T05:16:00.000-07:00

I have 'not really' great fun on my birthday!!!!!!! know y? most of my buddy didn't remember it!!! skip that! i love the prezzies i get from rina my bff a.k.a baby sis! she gave me a giant mug(one time drink i guess i have to go toilet so meny time!) lolz..with a winnie the pooh picture and friends. its represent me, aira, mas n her! i love you laaa..
I've got another gift! from my other sis! Fatin nurulain. hees.. i like it a lots although its not my sign. my sign is a crescent(half moon)..she bought me a star necklace cause she couldn't find it every where. hehe p/s: fatin, crescent is only for meee thats y when u try to find you can't next time you just said. i want to buy it for feeqa .. sure appear! hahaha:P
I'll be getting another gift soon hehe from aira...aira...did i gave you any prezzie...if not i will blanje you and the girls to hmmm...japanese food? what do you think?????
dillla...thanks for the chocolie...it's so sweet that so many bees are attracted but i didn't share it with anyone hehe...i only share with reshmi hahahaha =P
i've also receive alots of messages and wishes.
hereby i would like to thanks
hhmmm..
AIRAH
jiawen
shi en
rina
yul
papi
mami
bro
sis
ara
suresh
fiq spyro
hilmy
dilla
fatin
reshmi
izzati
yilun
tionghee
hmmmmmmm anymore??? i forget!!!!!!!! if you rmb that you wish me and want me to list it here...tag me la hehe=P

2008-07-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

I've changed my skin! isn't it beautiful! of cause. its my darling shou..hehe.. i think i should be the one who's going to make everyone go "goo ga ga" over alice nine around singapore. hahax.
Top 3 Jband:
1.Alice nine
2.The Gazettes
3.Arashi

japanese freak

2008-07-08T23:44:00.001-07:00

mimi sumaseba hibiite kuru oto wa
shoka no kioku ajisai no kisetsu...
kasa mo sasazu arukou to suru kimi
toonoku senaka, ruri iro no kaori yonde
sayonara wa sukooru no you ni yatte kite
kasukana binetsu wa kimi no sei
bokutachi no tame datte itte te wo furu yo
hoho tsutau kanjyou no ame
nureta mabuta kakusou to shita toki
shizuka ni bureta kimi no shinon wa
nani wo katari nani wo tsutaeyou to
shiteta no darou? kizukenakattane dakara
kumori sora furisosoida ame, shizuku
kanashimi urumu me kakusu tame?
kasa wo sasu te wo saegiri utsumuita
miageteta toumeina sora
hibikiau kokoro no oto mou nakute
kazashita yubisaki todokanai
taisetsuna sono matataki sono koe mo
kaerenai ano toki no mama
________________________________________________________________________

There is a side of beauty in time it will be of the filth
(Ruki murmurs) Don't let that side of the beauty get you filthy here
Sexual disgrace
There is a side of beauty in time it will be of the filth
Ooh woaah ooh yeah
kenu wa kuru umi,
shitsu da hotaru
hitai wa you wo kyujyou wo
no uso, kaa
muchiun
somaru taiyou
risei wo kaburu
aibu ri
odori tokeko
shu wa fui ni
kagarawashii ku
my mind no reaching forth
(wahh)
no wasting and messiness that's missing
wahh (band)
jika? show desperate feels each other(itself)
wahh (band)
you can't play selfishness itself
wahh (band)
temptation on sexual disgrace (band screaming: aghhh)
toiki usasu
Roku usuwo
wakari kawasu
kurawo motto
girl:woah wow ooh ooh yeah
chorus:
Don't Touch my eye
the sorrow is shouting
Please rescue me
Before I'm breaking in
Come on, Come on, Come on
you can only shout
just come to realization to wait it fall
Sexual Disgrace (band)
Don't give up (un)til you fight it ughh
Lets get ready baby ughh
Don't keep count on your paces? ughh
You'll let yourself tested ughh
So won't you yourself accept it? (Ruki breaths) Why won't you look up and wait on me?(Ruki breathes)
He isn't a robot big and dominant!(Ruki breaths)Don't lose my heart just that way!
girl:woah wow ooh ooh yeah
no wasting and messiness that's missing
wahh (band)
jika? show desperate feels each other(itself)
wahh (band)
you can't play selfishness ifself
wahh (band screaming aghhh in background)
temptation on sexual disgrace (band screaming: aghhh)
kumi wo kawasu
Chii nansa kitto te wo
Dozou kojyouwo
Kuremisoma wa
girl:woah wow ooh ooh yeah
(ruki rapping in background)Don't go til so close

Don't Touch my eye
the sorrow is shouting
Please rescue me
Before I'm breaking in
Come on, Come on, Come on
you can only shout
just come to realization to wait it fall
Don't Touch me eye
the sorrow is shouting
Please rescue me
Before I'm breaking in
So Long, So Long, So Long
You count it down
To find a way to wait you to have the fall
(Ruki rapping part)
Don't let him get hold of the grip
_________________________________________________________________________

Nigirishimeta te ga nanika iu
Kakedaseba Maniau sato
Konbinide zaashi tachi yomishiteta
Kino no boku ni Bye-Bye
Hashiri dashita Machino otowa Kansei no you
*Sakura Sake
Bokuno mune no nakani mebaeta
Namonki yume tachi
Furimukuna ushironiwa
Asuwa naikara
Mae wo muke
Eki maede dareka utatteru
Sorewa kimino suki na uta
Tooku hanaretemo keshite kienai
Dakara wakare janai
Itsuka futari nozomu basho de
Meguri aitai
**Sakura Sake
Kimino mune nakade yureta
Chiisana tsubomiyo
Makenai youni
Kujikenayouni
Ima utaukara
Mirai nantesa Suguni kawaru
Kaetemiseru
"Migi e narae"kara fyumidasu
Konoippo wo uttaten wakeru kekka
In to you
Dakara shittokou Ikiruhinto wo
Kasumu shikinrou suramo Tsukamuikioi
Ima makeba tane hanasakasu
Yatta atoiu nara
Mada wakarunda
Sou sorya
Jikan nantenowa Kakaru
Haruniwa ookina hana wo sakasu
Meguri aitaui kanarazu
__________________________________________________________________________ the each member i'm in love. from the gazette.RUKI

from alice nineSHOU

from arashiJUN

2008-07-08T23:17:00.000-07:00

today, instead of three hours in the library, i only had 2 hrs juz bcoz librarian had to go for early lunch as later there will be english oral for technical class. well good luck to them! lolz.
after 3 hours of free period, i went back to the ms fong class for ft interaction. today i really called it an ft interaction coz me, reshmi, fatin and izzati were talking with mdm sunita wen she said the baby move, me and reshmi felt it! its awesome lah..hahaha..i still cannot imagine how the baby move hehehe..
went back home with noorina my baby sis. we talk a lots on the way home, from ndp thingy to mdm sunita baby. had so much fun. now im alone at home, msging hmm..my otha sis, she kept forcing me to check the ndp booklet that her face is there..hahaha..
i think i want some relaxation, before my dad came back and nag nag nag. well its quite amazed coz, my family, dad is like mother who nag nag. mother like dad, who always complain tired tired..haiz..funny la.. i better go now. a bit sleepy. :P toodles

2008-07-08T06:42:00.000-07:00

I felt relieved! my n level oral for ENGLISH had finished! but malay oral is giving me pressure now! summore it will be taken in canberra sec! sian ah!. today topic was about happiest moment n ur fav show, n wth i dunnoe how i end up talking about the stupid high school musical!..but thank god remember what happened in the show.lolz. this mid morning, i felt a bit guilty for not bringing my homework. looking at mrs azwiza stressing made me more guilty. i hope she didn't meant her words. in my opinion, its true my class and i shud be lucky having her as our english teacher. i really hope she won't give up on us just like that. i don't want to fail for a 2nd time, i want to pass my n and proceed to o level, so that i can attend poly with him. if he decided to continue la..:( i really have to pass! Faiz, mas, aira, rina, daya, ifah, n my parents is cheering me up. i shud not give. remember i have dreams! my future depend on my education. jiayou Afiqah! dun give up.

2008-07-07T01:24:00.001-07:00

i've got nothing better to do..
i'm a bit shocked cause i did something bad to my comp..really evil of me but i can't tell u wat. and the result is my computer woke up from the coma and now im using it lols.hehehe
today is youth day. a very boring day. i don't knoe y mas n faiz wanna holiday? im sick of holidays. i've even plan wat to do after n level cause i don't want to cover myself in boredom! lols.

its tym for karaoke! currently listen: Take a bow. next: Pieces of me

2008-05-30T05:40:00.000-07:00

hey yesa! it been an hour tring to log in the blogger haha...at last..well ppl will think im quite weird coz ive been saying my comp admtted into a&e ward...oh well, i am using my aunt's comp secretly..as she and my parents as well as my other aunt and uncles gone to kl...yesa! alone at grandma's home..actually im with my otha cuzie, liyy and fian plus bik siti and bik wama..today nt confirm whether uncle yaz is coming home or not..but wat im glad is me and liyy will conquer aunt saodah's roooom..hehe..im loving it..

tomorrow, im having bbq with my close buddy..i love tem lah..muacks..we will b having it at changi beach, area c, pit 18. i love love love it..can't wait.la...hehe..i will be posting some photos next week for tomorrow pics. till den bubbye..im tired..its time i surrender the comp to liyy..

2008-05-23T01:08:00.000-07:00

today is the parents meeting session. im quite a bit nervous so tats y im found in the library now..relaxing my mind..waiting for my sis and my mum in a cold place making me shiver and quiver even more...what will mdm sunita said? or ms fong?..will get back in a day..need to meet my mum now..:( pray hard they will not spout any nonsense about me!

2008-05-13T20:45:00.000-07:00

okay its great! no more exams to stress out..but my dad kept reminding me 4 months more 4 months more..he's freaky u noe!..well its four months more to . nlevel..but i need at least a short break lah pls..i crack my head like hell..haha.. sitting at home nothing to do how i wish i have enough money to start internet business at least when im free i have a thing to do right> not like now only noe how to blog.haha..:P im off..tiredla..sleeping time ya like real..nk kemas rumah!..im a qualified homemaker!..hah

2008-05-11T23:14:00.000-07:00

Every twice a week, my dad will bring me and my family plus my baby cousin, aqmal to the field beside singapore sport school just to play kites. it had been quite a long time we did that and finally dad bring us last saturday. We had a great big fun but too bad we forget to bring along our mighty ccamera!..boohoo..but nvm..lil aqmal bring more light in the family, he's a very cheeky 4 years old toddler. i still rmb..i was playing the kite trying hard to make it fly in the sky but then it drop suddenly and..

lil aqmal: Apalah kakak ni! (wat sey kakak in eng! hehe)
dad: mal, angkat kite campak tinggi2 papa din/cik din(he use it alternate time) punya turn main kite, kakak ape je tak tahu main kan!..(mal, take the kite and throw up high let papa din/uncle din turns to play it, kakak don't know how to play la..
lil aqmal: a'ah kakak tak pandai(a'ah kakak not clever)
me:ish..
he pick up the kite and throw. the kite fly about my height and drop. he turn to me.

Lil aqmal: aqmal pandai! (aqmal clever)
then all the way he laugh only..wat a boy..but he's cute!

2008-05-11T21:23:00.001-07:00

2008-05-11T21:14:00.000-07:00

yesterday so called as celebrating mother's day..bought present for mummy!..its a baju tidur!!!!!! its beautiful and you know what! she wear it that night too..tak sabar gitu! and er..er.. coffee bean tiramisu cake..ermm yummy!..its really nice i swear!..hehe:P after hooray2..mummy fall asleep den father lak tgk hindustan! kata nk gi rumah grandma tak pegi2...lastly jadi jugak..bought a two mother's day present for grandma and aunt....love u both lots!..reach there we xpect that they would be a lots of people mind u! grandma ada 12 children u noe!..plus grandchildren lagi! tp takde lah...sume dah balik reason is the next dae they're working...wat to do! yestersay me and sis planned on giving extra special gift for them starting next year..its an advanced resolutions...hehe..

I Love You mUUUMMMyy..:P muacks kiss kiss..hehe

2008-04-30T19:05:00.000-07:00

oh man..while i was waiting for my mom at mrt i met 11 people in one day..what a bad day.. i met aidil, fatin, eugene(louis bro), mr patrick, eddie, allan, amirul, taufik, aisyah, aziela n one more i forget who!..haha..nvm bout tem..but all i noe..im dam tired waiting for my mum..she promised only 15 min..but appear half and hour later..haiz..wat a day!!

2008-04-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

just done with my job being a blog hopper for a day..well actually it'd been awhile i've been a blog hopper haha!...well im attached..wat to do? attached to my oh damn scary mid year exam!!..need to do my best.. since there's no rival in my new class like rina helmi and hidayah..i felt super glad..at most the one who will beat me..would be wei kang, wai ping, reshmi, fatin..and so on..at least i won't be last one..right? hope so! pray hard.. the last blog i hop actually not coz i wanna hop again..its benson's blog.. one of the blog, he put a song..when it came to the chorus! damn! i cried! it'd been a long long time since i cried because of a song! but i really like.. it remind me of, my late uncle n my late cousin..although i didn't get a chance to be by their side till they breathe for the last time, i know, they didn't blame me, coz their death its somehow people will describe as surprise death. i won't talk anymore it gonna make me cry again..

Every step i take

Every move i make

Every single day

Every time i pray

I'll be missing you

Thinking of the day

When you went away

What a life to take

What a bond to break

I'll be missing you

2008-04-27T20:39:00.000-07:00

hey! im @ sch doin nothing..only god know what im doing..really stupid..other than that thing ive been checking out my dusty facebook, hell fuck! my friend's bro bought me for 100 dollar only! fucking hell! i bought him back @ 51 dolla..serve him right hahaha..im billion worth okay!..eee!..then i bought hazeeq for pathetic 1 dollar..i dunno wat he will say..i bought danson tang for 500 dollar, then i bought my sis for 1000 dollar..im spending soooo much..well if i bought more and more..no one can buy me! coz i will be worth more than they actually can earn hahahaha...*evil smirk* love, Efie Nara Afiqah

2008-04-27T01:27:00.000-07:00

Im planning a picnic for all my Friends! hehe.. Although, only few people, im sure we will make it the best friendship meeting ever! venue: not confirmed (if you have any idea, tell me!) date: 24th may 2008 fees: 5 dollar each! (for all food stuff unless you don't mind in making any food and bring all the way to the destination) do not msg me, my prepaid is very damn low and i can't reply any message..so i am contactable thru this number, 67598654! VVIP - Mas Munira VIP - Norhumairah - Nurul Hidayah - Noorina - Sharifah Ratna Sutraningsih - Abdullah Faiz - Md. Taufiq NVIP - Anyone who don't mind contribute money! haha :P This picnic have a purpose..please i hope with the help of you all this picnic will happen! don't make it into just a fantasy! please!

Novel?

2008-04-24T06:40:00.000-07:00

i realise that reading any novels actually can drown my sorrow..if i had any quarrel with any of my friends or family members, the books will always be my no.1 bestfriend(sorry eh rina! you're now number 2 hehe) as it make me drive away all my sorrow and bring me to a dreamworld that actually erase everything that hurtful in reality..:P

my boys!

2008-04-11T08:27:00.000-07:00

meet my boys! my damn hot boys! they're back with mandarin album! this make me love them more..cause im a chineseguyfreako! oh i just love to see the way they sang and talk in chinese.i just love them..

leader. my sweetheart! Hankyung! [everything hot!]
member 1 Siwon [hot abs!]
member 2 Ryeowook [hot lips]
member 3 Donghae [charming!]
member 4 Kyuhyun [excellent voice]
member 5 Zhou mi [hot eyes]
member 6 Henry [hot dancer!]

hapi!

2008-04-08T06:59:00.000-07:00

today marked the 24th years my parents are together! happy anniversary mummy and daddy!.. yesterday..i cooked ikan goreng masak kicap..i admit its 50 percent nice and 50 percent not nice!..hmm..well it taste a bit sour..coz my sis gave me a wrong instruction..she say i didnt tell her tt i already put tomato sauce..in the end new recipe make out...adding extra ingredient..asam jawa!..hehe i cooked for my parents..its my first major cook...nxt yr will be better!...

i'm happy!

2008-03-29T04:57:00.000-07:00

* badminton [we did it] its fun it just that i think 11 its too late! the sun is too hot..alomost burnt my feet! haha.. shud planned earlier hmm 9..maybe? didn't bring any camera so no photos taken. met nas and airah's hubbie listening to macdonald had a farm in tamil version! haha..:P we didn't play long enough..nas had dance party with her friend..haha..party? like real! hehe airah was uncomfortable going to mac with sticky body..sticky? omg! haha..everybody went straight home..nxt wk haf t planned real good..pls the two makcik! dun retreat last minute.. * Computer watching sweet relationship! hell yeah stopped at episode 1 after 5 hours of watching...because it were separated into parts! but i like it..vic is hot! he played fang zhi tian role..look like if i married chinese convert(mualaf!) i definitely put zhi tian as my son chinese name if his chinese grand ma want chinese name lah..

love lost?

2008-03-24T03:13:00.000-07:00

Last Friday! yeah celebrated airah's birthday..had some great party @ pizzahut, jurong point with my girlfriends, airah, ara, ayul, ifah, mas, n rina! :P heard tt the pizza cost more than $100, i was shocked. nvm ifah i will sure make ur party a great one..but really sorry not this..cos my job's pay is not enough..next year i promised! :P bought a ring for airah well actually i bought for all my girlfriends..hehe thats some reason behind it..:P after celebrating, three girls had to depart their way home leaving me mas ayul n rina... hoping for some fun at vivo city..ate the leftover cake at there..in fact we didnt manage to finish it and in the end the buyer had to finish it at home..:P haha :P..mas since you sponsored the cake..in return i will make one for you and sent it to ur workplace k..:P hehehe :P this yr i really gone broke.. there's too many birthday boys and girls.. with a new additional cusinz.. syafiq marcell.. haiz... i dont care i have to get additional work outside by october!! jiayou! i admitting myself for missing him..my sis found me suspiciously looking outside the window panel at work(that make my dad throw me outside to sell icecream! ahh i've gone mad in calculating lah!)my sis tried to guess..and she guess it right..yes i was waiting for him to appeared..well..he did not appeared anyway...well maybe thanks to mas selamat! ( mas munira's fake brother!) he's on duty as a military police..thats what my brother said..haiz..

hmm..

2008-03-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

Today is somehow a great day..coz after sch..i'd an extra course learning about videography. hmm..LEVINE, the trainer is quite cute but his hair lah spoilt! no matter wat no other ppl can hmm..replace Mr ZAF!!! hahaha..:P he's hot lah..hot giler! with that body he got! wearing a black shirt fuhlamak meleleh air liuh!! kekeke:P i admit i always had a crush on man! not boys..ok lah two.. both younger then me...:P teehee..:P but the rest their age range is 20-30...hehehe:P

more abt my course..me rina n airah..hmm..plus my junior nabihah! yeah we form one group..called sapphire jewelz.. (SJ)...another version of super junior!! peace! today we'd learn the process..next wk..LEVINE said we're going to make music video!! "PLEASE DON'T STOP THE MUSIC!" hehehe :P

after the course..mas wanted to meet us (ehem! not mas selamat!!!) hehe...we met at kfc..mas was with kak mira..:P we had dinner! (not me, mas, n mira just rin and airah actually) then we proceed to library..we had this nosense talk la...abt pig and so on..then i left them to pick up books..thats is all abt apartment..we check the book thoroughly and spot our own house..i got three anyway...first i lived alone, its a japanese style...hmm 2nd is share with hankyung..hehehe..third one share with yamashita tomohisa!!!!! mas is angry!! haha..oh yah..then we girls decide to have this one big house...shared together..if we had an argument with our hubby we go there n play pillow fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im tired lol... decide to follow sis to mac she's being jakun! wanting to test her wireless connection..hey im not jealous someday or wat i will have it to! anyway the home computer is all mine..hehehehehe:P

Raining days!

2008-03-18T04:05:00.000-07:00

Its raining again! n i love it so much! kekeke..but im sure am bored super duper bored.. but i noe i had somthing to do and share it now..look at this i do it myself...i wonder how nas do her blog..hmm is she using normal template? or layout? i just can't figure it out hmm.. but nvm take a look at this and comment!

bbq

2008-03-14T23:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday had the best fun ever!...bbq at east coast..with my uncles, aunties, n cuzzies! super duper fun...we had a crazy games..planned by Mummy ju!~ smile!..hehe the game was a bit childish at first..its a game of passing pillow clockwise..:P but it turn out to the best game familys had ever had..i was the first person to get caught..i stand..i said my voice is low for the time being so i cant sing..then they ask me to dance..n i said no way!..act..im not like cheng xi who good in acting..hehe..bt finally i still do the punishment..uncle help he..whisper to me..n i follow..i turn around n said.. im going to sing... they start to applauded i raised my arm..in my neck level..and start by.. singing..1..2..3...this is for marcell.. i sing twinkle twinkle twinklw little star!..n so on... everybody laughed like hell..:P im blushing okay!..haha..they it continue..but not fair after the game finish kak sulz..n kak ikin didnt get punish!! they ran away!..ahh!..nvm..they its aunt and uncle turns..only one uncle..the rest uncles ran away..my dad was excused bcoz he was the gifts sponsor! the punishment was all damn funny till it reached mummy ju! u noe wat she did! she dance superman dance to the tune of soldier boy! haha:P super cute...she the sporting la..:P hehe now im waiting for my friend to reply me whether she's going to theother bbq..today..at east coast again!..:P bubbye but b4 i finish i wanna ask what do u tink of my prince? hehehe..comment k..lots of love..xiao Qing Ren! a.k.a Xiao Gong Zhu

lalala...:P

2008-03-11T03:47:00.000-07:00

woah!..thanks god im alive!~ i nearly gettin hit by a bus! hell no!..i was busy talking to ifah n i didnt realise it! damn!... okay thats it enuff of the scray part! yesterday i met my is @ sunplaza...hm..yeah mummy ask us to pay bill for her..with her own money of coz!..i just go willingly coz i ask her for money to buy foolscap! hehehe...:P on the way up to cineplex..yeah we met bro first sending him waffle to cover up his hunger coz from 5 pm till 9 pm mum had nt even start cooking yet! wahhaaa..continue on the way..in the lift..not only both alone bt there's one man n one lady..and this lady is kinda sort2 i dont want to call her stupid la it sound crazy sey!..haha..she went in the lift...there's double lifts button right? instead of using the one right infront of her face! she use the other one which is far from her! hell yeah she irritate the man sak!..well most happening part is she press level..2..k..then wen the lift reached shit man! she didnt even went out..instead she alight at level three...once she's out..me and sis was like crazy monkey laughing like hell..haha..

Special occasion

2008-03-10T00:19:00.000-07:00

damn! my leg and hand and body are exhausted! thanks god my finger can move..so dont ask me how i write my blog! haha..u know wat! aunt heru is so beautiful! im so amazed!..uncle + aunt = marcel? hmm oklah..cute! Syafiq Marcell Assanteh..oww..:P marcel had to 'cukor his not so many hair!' haha..poor boy..i was wondering why babbys have to cukor rambut..tak kecian ke diorang? da la aru kua..rmbut lom tumbuh cukup..haiz..lain ah baby india kan..hehehe..kelua je dah ade rambut hehehe:P yesterday the spotlight is not only to marcel! but alfian, mia n aqmal! haha..alfian is so cute lovvvee to bite mia..but was not able to coz mia shout and the person who hold her standback! haha.. aqmal who once kena bite i think so..scared of alfian..and so he too scared of marcell but not anymore coz my dad asked him to kiss the baby..when he kiss the baby didnt do anything to him so he smiled!...:P cute rite.. mia had a dangdut gelek competion on sat..duet with uncle..haha to the high school musical song ' i don't dance' okla maybe to mia..i don't dance but i dangdut! haha:P cute! school holidays had start! mon to thurs its time to do hmwrk! friday is the gym day! me n liyy will go to gym at 8am at wdland stadium..:P love! queen amidala has put a dare on me! she say she gave me 3 months only..3 months u knoe! to kuruskan my body to her..oh no! as if i can..if lost abt 10 kg bolehla..tu pun i will be ard 90 kg..mane cky! she's abt 30 kg u know!..haiz..try hard! :P i will start with brisk walking for 30 min..:P walk to school...went go home time..go to sunplaza and then walkback home..using the front door of sunplaza!..okla..then my diet! need to stop eating nasi..slowly..maybe rice one day once..:P no more white bread! ahhhhh! im tired and dad is coming home soon..need to blajar!

ohhh

2008-03-02T01:27:00.000-08:00

hey ! isnt this awesome??? im going to buy this for mrs eng...she's giving birth in may!!:P and its a baby girl!! awesome! this im going to buy for mdm sunita..she's giving birth in july..probably 24th? haha same bday!!:P both gifts is @ $55..:P im planning to have a barbeque for my birthday! this year! im turning 17 sey! haha..all of u must come leh!.. when im 18 chalet is a must!!!!:P i just cant wait to reach 21..to get car license!!! :P im loving it!:P

Friday!

2008-02-28T21:19:00.000-08:00

damn! i pass 3 sub out of three! oh dear..and i failed the subjects tt i supposed to pass!!!! i cant believe it...i dun care..i need to put all out..me fatin and finaz is figuring out..hmm i suggest tt we meet up on sat to study together..at wld civic centre..i need to pushup!...be the best out of the best..but amazingly i pass my math! woohoo...still i cant stop there!

BooomKaboom

2008-02-27T03:47:00.000-08:00

had a math test..its awesome easy but wait till i see the result guranteed freaking cry! hahaha...:P also had a crazy activity..netball + Whacko! war game was postponed due to freaking people!..urgh!..nevermind..sabar!..okay planning soon for another day activity..Thanks goodness mediacomm had a good nurture leaders!..salute u farhana and remi! awesome!... its freakening wednesday when i say haz haha..he add me in facebook walau cannot face him sak..malu la..haha..first time adding me in something call friends website! lolz..if not he will rejects for sure..i dunno y..maybe ALLAH opened his heart to make friends with me..haha.. today also i ask mdm bhagy what that lab assist name..tot of disturbing rina n finaz..but rina no reaction coz she had someone! katenye setia pada satu lol!..name nye fiz!..haha..im done nk gi pasar malam ughh..bbbyee.. PS: rina thanks me for locking my blog..so he cant take a look at it..lolz..

songs that have meanings to be shared..

2008-02-22T19:08:00.000-08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
'Cause I never leave my heart open

I miss School!~I miss Work!~I miss him!~ just got a new pair of spec..brown in color..and most happening is! i have to wear it everytime..even when im using computer! erghh.. Common test is on the way..my heart felt like exploding..im so nervous.. I have no confidence in passing my math!..but Im happy with my life now!

A girl like me dont stay single for long
'Cause everytime a boyfriend and I break up
My world is crushed and I'm all alone
The love bug crawls right back up and bites me and I'm back

Yes! i can't help it! i can't stop falling in love..Im in love with younger guy! my heart melted to the ground the minute his eyes met mine! seriously! is not what i xpected..but he's attached! thats hurt alot!.. ps: this guy is not the valentine guy!.. :(

My funny valentine
Sweet, comic valentine
You make me smile with my heart

will that called sweet? when he gave me valentine gift? haha..He's my type! but well he's too young to ask out! haha..he's two years younger mine u!..

Here I stand, take my hand
and I'll try to understand you right
understand you right in the best way that I can
cause after all I am your friend

To Noorina & Humairah : Im right infront of u..refer to the msg above! :P

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, come whatever
We will still be, friends forever

To Ayul, Ifah, Farah, Mas, Faiz : Ite doesn't mean its over okay! and Oh please don't ever changed..if u need anything..just tell me i promise i help u as much as i can..doesnt care if its abt love or studies or families..I'm willing to help u..I miss you ppl
& Taufik : You're going to YJC..Im proud of u..very proud..but don't forget me..and our friends..miss u..:P

survey

2008-02-22T18:31:00.000-08:00

1. Were you named after anyone? err..maybe my bro..coz his name is Nurafiq mine is Nurul Afiqah..haha..i don't know..
2. When was the last time you cried?..that day..
3. Do you like your handwriting? not really coz ive been changing handwritting always
4. What is your favourite lunch meat? err..chicken?
5. Do you have kids? in future with him..
6. If you were another person, would you be friends with you? of course
7. Do you use sarcasm a lot? verry!
8. Do you still have your tonsils? err?
9. Would you bungee jump? hell NO!
10. What is your favourite cereal? koko crunch?
11. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? lazy ass
12. Do you think you are strong? in physical but not inside..
13. What is your favourite ice cream? VANILLA
14. What is the first thing that you notice about their people? Their Eyes
15. Red or Pink? Pink
16. What is the least favourite thing you hate about yourself? being stupid!
17. Who do you miss the most? him..:P
18. Do you want everyone to send this back to you? nah..dun waste time..coz im not reading it
19. What colour of pants and shoes are you using? why must i tell u?
20. What was the last thing you ate? nasi lemak..dad bought it for me!
21. What are you listening to right now? what hurt the most
22. If you were a crayon, what colour would you be? lime green
23. Favourite smells? babies smell
24. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? my dad
25. Do you like the person who sent this to you? ermm..
26. Favourite sport to watch? SOCCER! RUGBY! VOLLEYBALL!
27. Hair colour? brownish black
28. Eye colour? black
29. Do you wear contacts? abSOluTEly
30. Favourite food? nyayi's asam pedas!
31. Scary movies or happy endings? both
32. Last movie you watched? CJ7..damn funny!
33. What colour of shirt are you wearing? blue
34. Summer or Winter? winter
35. Hugs or kisses? hug
36. Favourite dessert? pudding
37. Mostly likely to respond? when i hear his voice..teehee..
38. Least likely to respond? when teacher talk to me..huhuhu
39. What book are you reading now? wish upon the star
40. What is on your mouse pad? mouse?
41. What did you watch on TV last night? soccer!
42. Favourite sound? drum..
43. Rolling Stones or Beatles? beatles the bbest
44. What is the farthest you have been from home? errr?
45. Do you have a special talent? yes..
46. Where were you born? KKH
47. Whose answers are you looking forward to seeing? nonee

What Hurt The Most..

2008-02-19T03:47:00.001-08:00

its happening to me right now! and i can't believe it~ this song was introduced by my sis..and i cried the moment i hurt this song..if i changed this lyrics abit here and there...i guess it will be perfect to sing it during teachers day!..hmm... take a look at the lyrics..right now im trying to follow the chords in other webpage..tada..today is my last day of writing this till the end of my common test..wish me luck!..have to score at least b4 for math!!..physic b3!! chemistry..a2!!..malay a1!!!...social studies b3!!...pray hard! study hard..no more play..concentrate more!!!!..

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house

That don’t bother me

I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out

I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while

Even though going on with you gone still upsets me

There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok

But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most

Was being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go

But I’m doin’ It

It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone

Still Harder

Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret

But I know if I could do it over

I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart

That I left unspoken

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most

Is being so close

And having so much to say

And watching you walk away

And never knowing

What could have been

And not seeing that loving you

Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you

That’s what I was trying to do

its valentine's day!

2008-02-13T23:24:00.000-08:00

i've got a prezzie! i've got a prezzie..but i can't tell who its from!..wahhahaa..im super happie..super cheerfull..i just couldnt stop smiling all the way! my favourite quote for now.. "ALL I JUST WANT TO BE WITH YOU!!!"

quizzie results!

2008-02-10T01:05:00.000-08:00

im bored..so i've decided to do this..i've did wat i have to do..lolz.. ~

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 40% Flirt

Are You a Flirtatious Woman?

You Are 58% Independent

Overall, you're a pretty independent woman. You don't follow trends just to fit in. You've got your own cool thing going on, though you sometimes still care too much about what other's think.

Are You an Independent Woman?

You Were Pretty Average This Year

You Were 50% Naughty, 50% Nice You tried to be a good girl this year... But as you know, being good isn't that fun! If you're extra sweet, you may have enough time to get on that nice list.

Were You a Naughty Girl or Nice Girl this Year?

You Are 26% Scary

You scare men off ocassionaly, but only very weak men. You're a normal woman. You're not perfect, but you're pretty darn close.

Do You Scare Off Men?

You Are 34% Bitchy

You're a pretty sweet person, and you're definitely not prone to bitchy outbursts. Sometimes, though, you can't help thinking mean thoughts about people. But at least you don't act on them!

How Bitchy Are You?

Popular Kid

In high school, everyone knew your name - even if you didn't know theirs. In fact, your still skating by on your looks and charm. Nothing wrong with that!

Who Were You In High School?

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Score: 73%

Your Intrapersonal Intelligence is High You have a great understanding of who you are, and your place in the world. You know what path you're on. And you are excited about your future. You're always deepening your inner knowledge and introspection. And enjoying it every step of the way.

How Does Your Intrapersonal Intelligence Rate?

You are Ready to Date Again

If you're not out there already, you should be. Your ex is long gone from your heart, and you are ready for another relationship. Any guy you meet gets a clean slate - and no emotional baggage. Congratulations, you've gotten completely over him. Now, on to a better guy :-) It's time for you to start dating! Post your photo and profile on a bunch of personals sites. Before long, you won't have any more lonely Saturday nights.

Are You Ready for a New Boyfriend?

tiring!

2008-02-09T08:06:00.000-08:00

it had been one two three..err..mm yah three days working..non-stop..but on the 6 & 7 & 8 stayed up till 2 am...looking out for pirates hahaha..reached 11 pm i looked like a zombie..sitting outside taking care of the breads and listen to koreans songs in my mummy phone..haha..till 2 am..exactly the time the batt flat nak mampus!..haha..trick my mummy into toping up my prepaid haha.. today really had good time!..including meeting him suprisingly..unaware till my sis tell me coz i was busy thinking is bik odah coming..eventually she came late..she didnt bring aqmal along awww...so sad..but then ard 1 my dad left the shop and pick aqmal..exact at three after clossing shift..me and bik odah went after.and sleep in the prayer's room..can't help it the ladies can't help it!..we flat for an hour till aqmal went up and...said nak mummy..nak mummy..haiz...haha..kiddy!..haha.. i wonder i work till 2 am..went home used comp till 3.30am..sleep wake at 7am..freshie!..not tired at all..haha..but wen step in the shop..eyes kept closing lah sei!..haha..tommorow had to work..last day! then school re-open..hmwrk still hadnt touchy!..oh dearrr!!...mati2 tentu mati!..wat got to it got to do.. can't help it..need to bath..then sleep tight! ps: u're invited to airah's opened party...free of charge..but on one condition..prezie ah needed to be available!

survey?

2008-02-09T07:57:00.000-08:00

Do you know where your sister is right now? sleepin on the sofa! What is something new you've learned about yourself recently? easily fall in love! What color is your watch? blackie! given by dairy farm! Do you like anyone? ahhh, yes. i think. Do you know of anyone who likes you? my besties! What is the name of your school? sembawang secondary school. What are you listening to right now? err..my sis snoring? huahuaha Who does it remind you of? three lil piggy (: What is/are your favorite color/s? sweet pink. Closest thing to your right? almond body lotion What t-shirt are you wearing? working gear! Do you have a brother? yes, 23 years old! but act like an 8 yrs old kiddo! haha Time you were born? i rmb! 1219pm..lunch time Do you know anyone who is engaged? yes a lots..my cuzzies... Whats your favorite number? 24/7. Do you know someone named Adrian? yes..a character in hikmah!..if im nt wrong What color is your mom's hair? blackie Do you have a dog? NO! Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? "twinkle2 little star"! now still singing it to my baby cuzzies When was the last time you went swimming? long long time ago When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings? a sec ago Did you ever go to camp as a child? primary 5? sec 1? sec 3? Do you like fire, wind or water? water Are you allergic to anything? none When was the last time you cried? when i read ps i love u Do you like butterflies? i guess so What is the one thing you miss about your past? the day when ol cuzzies share one tray eating rice together! Have you ever seen your school principal? isn't it obvious? Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? when i was small Are you jealous of anyone? why should i? Is anyone jealous of you? don't bother to know. Ever been stuck in an elevator? no. but wouldn't it be fun to be stuck in the elevator with someone hot? KAN!? What does your mom call you? nurul What does your sibling/s call you? bro-nurul sis-nurulgiler! haha what does your friends call you? fiqah or efie! What does your hair look like right now? MESSY! Has a friend ever used you? no, unless she wants to get bitch-slap. Has anyone recently told you that they like you? nope What have you eaten today? ALOT. How old were you when you first gotten into fight? i can't remember. Are you close with your siblings? with my sis, yes. Where were you yesterday? 7 eleven its a store and more Do you listen to other people's advices? mostly. i can be hardheaded at times. (:

I think I

2008-02-08T11:42:00.001-08:00

I refused to believe that it could be so, There's no way that I'm in love with you, I lied to myself that it's just a petty jealousy, That I must be feeling lonely, but I cannot hide it anymore. I think I love you But it must be so, cause I miss you Without you, I cannot do anything, And you are always on my mind, So seeing this, it must be, I was unaware, But now I can see that Your presence have delved deeply into my heart. We are not meant for each other, and being friends is the best thing for us, There isn't a single thing we have in common, So I claimed there's no way we can be lovers, But I don't want to make excuses anymore. Why didn't I know that it was you, Why couldn't I see it when it was right in front of me, It was beside me all along, But only now can I see love.

working

2008-02-07T20:05:00.001-08:00

working is so damn tiring!! more tiring then my usual shift!!! ahhh..i can be gila sey!..oh my!..nevermind..kesabaran adalah separoh daripada iman!..amin..

Holiday is coming!

2008-02-06T10:05:00.000-08:00

Argh!..holiday is coming and yet im working..but nvm..working isn't that bad..but..i was cramped with a lot and lot of homework..mrs azwiza..gave 5 cloze passage! ( im weak in it ) ms wong gave 5 hard question for math! mdm bhagya gave 20 question of chemical equation! mdm sunita gave homework from malay workbook from pg 5 till pg 52 mind u!..err..mrs eng n ms fong gave a few question on physics..mr azlan no hmwrk..thanks god i dropped dnt!..pheww..but i still have to catch up!..ive just realised the nlevel paper i'll b using oxford!!..oh god..the english!! need to buck up ahhhh!!!...breath in breath out!!..help me!!.. ok relax!..i can't wait to top up my prepaid..i wanna msg ayul! i miss her! and muhaimin miss him llotsa even though i just met him haha..my brother! happy belated birthday..sorry for not attending ur party even though u already invite me!..next year k..a surprise party for u!..wishing u a long ageing!..haha..and blessing happiness for u and ur family including ur girl!..:P peace!..already 17 and im still stuck in 16..i still rmb how childish we're when we reached 16..remember we once said this"lets go to zouk! humairah will be the first alim girl to go clubbing..making all the clubbers became alim and pray in the center..instead of hearing loud techno song we will hear azan prayers! amin! haha" remember? miss that year..i miss all the peeps..lets one day..we go chalet and hang out together again..and oh please no more outsider!..kk..:P only us!..

Oh my God!

2008-02-04T02:53:00.000-08:00

I dunno wat to say..it took me a long time to pick up courage to msg him or call him..but today..it happened accidentally and i don't know what to say. As a welfare co-ordinator..i was suppose to msg MR Sim..who never attend school..but i knew its my greatest mistake for sending to another number its him..! its a second greateast mistake that make me accidentally msg him as i put his number with this name.."MR smile" I was in the hurry messaging as i saw a Mdm. Paramjit walking toward me..all i remember is Mr Sim is the only one under category MR so i just press ok....but i didnt expect to receive msg..from him back saying he's not mr sim..i gasped..when i realised i msg the wrong person..i was so maluuu..i don't know what to say..i just replied anything..and didnt expect it will be a longer conversation till i find out my prepaid is running low..its 86 cents!..wait till cny reached as i'll be working and i will get extra pocket money!!...and i learn today that..kak jun is related to him..coz his sis is kak jun bestfriend..and her sis..humairah..is my bestfriend!..woohoo..i hope we'll last long the same way as theirs!...imagine since sec 1 till hmm..24 years old?..lolz...but if compared to us..we'll b the longest..we known each other since pri 5?

I'm in love!

2008-01-26T00:01:00.000-08:00

I've got his NUMBER!..shh.. I stared at his number and immediately under spellbound! I've got nothing more to say! I'm So Shhyy..:P

baby shafiq

2008-01-15T00:24:00.000-08:00

i find him so adorable!!!

I'm hurt

2008-01-14T23:56:00.000-08:00

I like this one guy..he's younger than me..He's chinese..all this doesn't really matter..what matter most is he has a GIRL!...damn upset!..what got to it go to do!..blah blah..easing my pain. and i know its just a stupid crush! According to my sis im a one damn player!..haha..First I like him, then him, then him..non stop!..haha..recently..most of the guy i like is chinese..i guess its my one damn fault for telling sharifah..'why chinese? as if there's no malay guy!'thats wat i say..SOMETHING LIKE THat*pouts*..I guess bcoz i used to critics them and now i fall for them..arghh..but i still know i will never arried chinese coz my dad will definitely disagree.. But its okay..Life has to move on...you know what i mean. butt..getting over that guy is sure a hard time!.. STOP! all this crap..im pouring my feelings out hopefully it works..two weeks had past..the class is alright..i made friends with eddie, wei kang, hui sheng, raymond, fatin, amirah, izzati, kida, and shafinaz(i noe her since secondary 1..same age) math was so unbelievably easy..i kinda loving it now!..combined humanities..i finaally knew the tricks to pass essay..but i still dun like the teacher..MR AZLAN..aizz..science i finally understand physics..but chem the teacher is making me confused..i want MRS LAU BACK!!!!!!....errr.. i had enuff of this..i wanna stop..will update when i can..goodbye..time to nap..

slumber party..

2008-01-06T02:29:00.000-08:00

Hie!..slumber party over..still at Kak sulz house but going off soon..need to pack bag, shoes, and so on..school starting and i already felt BORED..tomorrow math..i hate the teacher!..i want MRS GOH!!..arghh!..nevermind..life still have to go on.. i've nothing much to say..will post the pics once kak sulz post it in multiply!

3rd day of school!

2008-01-03T23:40:00.000-08:00

Repeating School isn't that bad. I only have to go through another year of same syllabus. Thanks Goodness! Mrs Raja Decides that i should not sit for new syllabus N'level this year! in fact i will be sitting for the same syllabus like i used too! woot! actually only D & T, Combined Humanities, Mathematics and Science will changed syllabus! English and Malay will not..Duhh!..anyway..the bad news is..I will be dropping D & T Subject..I can't cope anymore!..how i wished i took POA during sec 3! haiz.. Wooah! i felt so happy that all my teachers changed! but im not happy when i get ms wong actuallly..i was hoping i get mrs goh butt..nevermind i will try my best to understand her!..Mdm sunita is still my malay teacher and form teacher..im glad she's understand why im repeating! ms fong my physic and co form teacher..i just got to know Ms anna Low transferred school..i guess she doesnt want to teach in sess..thanks to my batch last year..haha..Mrs lau transferred too..well best friend do wat a best friend will do..haha..yeah..im feeling irritating past 3 days..ms fong and mdm sunita kept using me as a role model.."n level is not easy..you guys better stop talking! look at afiqah having a silent reading..i can see that she already targetting what she want now. I can predict that she will be the top student in this class..blah..blah" im rather piss off! haiz..afiqah afiqah afiqah..im sick of it..only 3 days and i feel stress out!.. boohoo..ms hwang or rather be Mrs kau siwei..she will not teach me anymore..coz she will be teaching sec 5..but im glad i didnt get mr trevor or miss zhang..i will kill myself if it will be..haha..i get mr azlan..a discipline specialist..thanks god he is!..if not my class wouldn't just stop blabbering!...but sadly he's a longwinded..he kept saying he's from..chestnut drive, zhenghua, siling..sec...all is ganterism school..semb sec is a small piece of cake..just rowdy..whatsoever..haha.. mdm bahgya(my class love to called her mdm b-a-h-a-g-i-a..)haha..but too bad the way she teach doesnt made us happy..its a boring class...i hope they will change or put extra teacher..that will be mdm pang!! the night club dresser! haha..although she look awfully ugly in some kind clothes she the best science teacher!..haha.. English is the weakest subject! oh my i owe sess a big thanks! thank u for giving mrs azwiza ( she called herself mrs azwiza caused it felt younger! dun mistake that azwiza is her husband name!)i gonna promise myself that i shud pass my english a1!..a1 a1 a1 a1.. im lazy to write anymore..tata..ciao!

when Friendships Turn into love.

2007-12-27T07:04:00.000-08:00

I would hate to say it, but our friendship just can't last. The wonderful times we shared together, have faded to the past.

I told you it would happen, that our friendship was bound to end. Although I know you care, I cannot consider you as a friend.

Please don't try to argue, just try to understand. That time can change people, as the tide can change the sand.

Our friendship has been lovely, but you see it has an end. For now I fell in a different way, I've fallen in love with you my friend.

-From Ji Yeon to Hankyung

A best friends Poems

2007-12-27T06:54:00.000-08:00

The best of friends, Can change a frown, Into a smile, when you feel down.
The best of friends, Will understand, Your little trials, And lend a hand.
The best of friends, Will always share, Your secret dreams, Because they care.
The best of friends, Worth more than gold, Give all the love, A heart can hold.

Welcoming 2008!

2007-12-27T05:44:00.000-08:00

2008 is coming soon. life will changed automatically. Old Friends will never always be by your side. Its time to say hello to new friends. Don't be so stuck up as you may not know, It could be them who will help you throughout the year you thought it was hell. education is for our future. Think twice before you committed. No matter how well done your friends make your life became, its still the same FAMILY COME FIRST
2008 Blogger resolutions.
1. Hide all the past memories. Think Future, Write Positive.
2. Start new entries on 1/1/08. [this entries is only for the time being]
3. Don't miss any date.
4. Follow 2008 motto! Look Awesome, Think Smarter, Be Happy!
5. Changed skins only every 3 months.
2007 Friends
Friends, no matter where we are, how far we're separated, i promised you will not be forgotten. I love all of you.
1. Reira - you've been my bff since pri 5..till now i still don't rmb how we got to know each other?? haha..but seriously, there's never any single regrets in knowing you. I felt so bless for having a buddy like you. I love you! Gd luck in your results!
2. Dyn - I know you from Reira, Turthfully Because of you I'm saiyuki addict then to Suju Lover! haha..I'm gonna miss the childish arguement, writing madness, playground visiting we had during secondary years. My close-buddy! I love you and going to miss you soo much! haha.
3. Rin - Since sec 1 we've been through crying sessions together..haha..you're the light in my life, it just that im St***d! for not following the path you've been through..if i had follow you, i will have been in my parent proud list..haha..you know there's one thing i want to describe you as my bestfriend, You're always PERFECT in my eyes. I love you!
4. Ifah - You'll be going bishan soon, and it will be hard enough to ask you out. Im telling u this that..no matter how far the distance between us, there's no way, u will be forgotten in my memory. study hard and see you in poly, i guess you will be my senior when it come to my turns in entering poly. goodluck dear. love you!
5. Ayul - you'll be going simei soon. but its totally different to ifah matter. i can see you anytime coz i will be working in yishun, so if you miss me just enter blk 291 7-11. haha. your course should be in two years duration, so why don't we go to the same poly!..you're missed..love you so much! my deary fren.
6. Faiz - i wonder if you will read this, you'll be missed too coz you're living far away. i still remember the childish fight we had..and the fin we've been through. good luck in your olevel result, get what you wish for! missing you! haha
7. Ara - you may hurt me once but one scar is enough i should get it from you okay? girl, you will be going to simei soon, study hard, but not to hard and i hope you will still be my badminton buddy! i love you!

thats is not enuf!

2007-12-18T03:07:00.000-08:00

I'm so devastated!..I've got 13 points and im not so overwhelmed

highway to hell!

2007-12-07T06:29:00.000-08:00

today i feel that im living in hell..now you will know why i alwasys felt like wanted to leave this world..:( first of all..i always helped my dad in the shop..but i didn't felt appreciated..he did give me some pay..but tt doesnt mean he have to scold me infront of the customer and my colleagues..i felt worthless..i felt like..~~killing myself~~ you noe what i mean.. then i thought of just forget it..but then things came up again in my house...so what if i have to work only start at three must all the housework thrown at me!...i too have a feeling of tiring..i didnt ate or drank at house..and yet i have to clean other ppl mess...i really fustrated...why didnt they ask my bro to do it..since he's ord..aishshh... this is my first time showing some emotion on my blog..i really really felt like wan to kill myself..no one in my family knoes that i hav feeling..i felt worhtless i felt like running away..it just tt i dont knoe where to go..im lost...when im in amotional state i dun really let my tears flow..i just hid myself in the room and read novel to make me laugh again...or maybe close my eyes..or stared on the ceiling like mad person does..sometime i even knock my own head on something hard cause i can't discover what to do.... im really lost...lost in a world of human with no feelings...haiss..i want to cry...

sj banner

2007-11-30T22:49:00.000-08:00

this bannner..ain't they cute?? credits to Maria ALejandra! <3

omg blood!

2007-11-28T20:25:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, i had my blood test..the pain is quite ouch..but i can bear it..although its not the same when you did it in schools [ close your eyes for 10 second..open your eyes its done!] as the surrounding is different.. after the blood test..we quickly rush to the mrt...tto of course ride the train..we've been complainning to each other..tt we're hungry..our stomach is growling..i have no other choice not to eat breakfast that morning coz i nd to take blood test..but my siss..haiz..'who asked you not to eat breakfast!' haha.. we reached yishun @ 10 plus..we're hoping tt long john silver has opened..we're really enlightened to see the store openeing..but to bad!..its breakfast timing..and the food is too light!..haha..since we're so hungry like an hyena..we took a walked and proceed to kfc..! and both of us ate zinger student meal..yummmy mummy.. after eating both of us proceed to KEDAI BAPAK...coz i have to work at three..wen we reached there..since its still 12..i wen to the store behind..and lepak situ..reading my one time fav novel..and fall a sleep in there..thanks god PATRICK/RICHARD/SALIM/MY DAD is not there... haha..i sleep like log i guess..haha..ok will update soon..:P

hell

2007-11-26T04:41:00.000-08:00

today life is like hell.. me first time doing the paperwork..there's no comment about it..la..first time sure kena marah nye..:( apply online for childcare relief teacher..afterward..then apply as tution tutor...and then blah blah blah..haha..damn bored la... then went to sunplaza..as well ntuc right now..writing this damn sentences while reading others blogs..tomorrow i have an appointment at alenxandra hospital...@ 8.20 am..anyone want to accompany..?? haha..

Dinner and Dance 2007!

2007-11-18T17:28:00.000-08:00

I love this party sooo muchh...cant wait for next year!

im bored..

2007-11-11T09:10:00.000-08:00

today..and yesterday is very very tiring..coz we haf icecream sales..thanks god is finished! juz came back, i took a seat on my bed..didn't realise tt i was closing my eyes..the next thing is..i woke up n find out its mahgrib!..oh my four hours of sleeping..woah!..thanks to that..right now i can't sleep..haish...today is both bad and good luck..i left my hp at work..thats bad uhh...n the good one is n-jjang as completed my requestt..oohh. ilove her so muchhh..hehe..thanks n-jjang!!or steph..its better i guess.. check this out..this is the request i asked from her.. slow version..^_^ Fast version ^_^ my bset=avatar with banner

mat saleh plus melayu

2007-11-08T07:03:00.000-08:00

heyy..I've got a new cuzziiee...im very proud of him...woohh...but aunt heru and uncle zul..its the most proud..lolzz...which parent wouldn't be proud..my cuzzie look almost lyk half mat saleh n half melayu..huhuhu...can't wait to see he grown upp...what most shocckkkingg is his name is shafiiiqqq....ahhh...cute rite..huhuh..Im trying my best to copy his cute lil photo..haha..wait a minute!.. ok here it is..

meet my hubby! HanBumMin

2007-10-22T02:54:00.000-07:00

^this is Han^this is Bum^ this is ming And together they capture my hearts and form themselves as HanBumMing to fit into my heart. Their special power is Their smiles!..I love them lotz.. > to farah and airah..sorry coz ming is my hubby..haha..I noe both of you like him lotsa..

we're the camwhore!!

2007-10-22T02:53:00.001-07:00

update more photo soon!

Hari Raya 2007

2007-10-22T02:51:00.000-07:00

This year is so muchh meaningful..I seek for forgiveness from all my aunts and uncles...my grandmama, my family..I love them lotx..i want to cry..To whom I forget to seek forgiveness..do forgive me..please x3...*cried* oh my oh my..its k..some photos to be shared..muacks..credits to my cuzzs..we're the camwhore! lotss.. more comings! in next post..with no text!

Today I'm not working! wooohhhoo!

2007-10-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

hello peeps..i've been busy right now..especially since i start working full-time..with my dad..the job sounds hard as you had to go through some customer's attitude but soon you will overcame it like me!..now i've found many friends through that job..the job is similar as being customer service relation officer. I've met so many friends that share same interest as me, like being fanatic to superjunior, dbsk, shinhwa...etc..etc..also who love to window shopping!.. Working there is easy unlike some jobs outside..you can ask for what kind of shift you want but you can't be to problematics...lolz...I've asked for 4 days a week..but next week i guess i will be covering 5 days a week or maybe 6 or maybe 7 days..coz deepavaali has start..n i have to take over the indian aunties..i feel bad if i didn't cover for them coz when i celebrate hari raya..they wilingly cover the whole month even though they r tired im soo glad to have them as a colleagues.. Today is my off day..tomorrow i will start working..i will work 3-11..with two aunties..one is aunt shanti the chaotic aunt and the other is aunt sheeba the smilling aunt..haha..since im off today..im writting this as well as taken my oppurtinity to watch two taiwanese drama!...ying ye 3 + 1 and also corner with love..its all because of this story i fall in love with luo zhi xiang and ming dao!...and also Huang zhi wei! thats all peeps...im speechless now...going to continue watchin..

hello

2007-09-07T03:59:00.000-07:00

hey2..juz came back frm werking..8 hrs of werking!! tiring bebe!~.. niwae..miz school!!..argh..staying at hm do nothing..but became a couch potato!..oh man! its k..lah..falling in love has start..gotta go...nd to watch it..!! bubbye!!

knock knock knock

2007-06-21T09:17:00.000-07:00

Bad thing happen to me..i knocked my head against the wall in my room while reading magazine..i noe im so damn careless..but its weird when i was thinking that im still in sec 2 when i woke up from my sleep..lolz..dun tell me..what happening to khai is now hapenning to me.. ahhh no way!!!!!!.... enuff of this crap.. now my mind is mix up..jujur ku kata kn..i miss sec 2 days..hehe..maybe thats why i kept thinkin tht im still sec 2..! nahh..im gettin tired..superb tired..cant stand anymore.. nitey night2

Sad poems

2007-06-19T19:07:00.000-07:00

Mungkin aku patut membenci dia kerana mencintaimu Jujur kukatakan aku tak rela dia curi hatimu Kerana ku lebih dulu jadi kekasihmu dengan sungguh mencintaimu Ku tak ingin dirinya menggantikan aku kerana ku tahu ku lebih baik dari dirinya Aku ingin dia yang pergi jauh pergi jauh darimu

family day

2007-06-17T17:42:00.000-07:00

cutie pie! yesterday was a family day..organise by dairy farm..i was sooo lucky that my dad was from dairy farm...we've got free tix!...we were divided into three grp..ula-ula..ulu-ulu,n kuch-kuch....mine was kuch-kuch..got 4 guys..mat rep siol..terpekik terlolong..but thanks to them our group got more points...but one them is super hot..hidung mancung la..huhuhuhuhhuhu... we were there from 8.05 am till 3.04 pm..imagine tat!...but i dun mind..coz i get to meet TAUFIK!!! yay he tok to me..and to my lil cuz..but too bad lil cuzzie scared of him..haha..he nearly cry..got autographed by him..took a pic with..him..ouhh he sooo damn hwattt!!..forever hwattt!!...he's beard make him look even matured and charming...before he went back..he wave at me!..looking at me directly!...ohh.. okie enuff of taufik..hmm..you noe abigail? who appear in under one roof? yay..she funny sia..you noe what she say wen she saw taufik? "hey we where the same colour!(showing her tshirt to the audience lyk a model)" "hmm i love his chest!!.." after the show it was lunch time..we got free kfc meal..hmmm yummy!.. then me n family totally hate hady..we decide to leave the concert place..we didnt even wait for hady! haha..but jon..we forget abt him..instead we watch free movie..a 3d movie...a robots from mars..super funny..but the duration is too short la!!..haha..after the movie..my mum think tt we shud change lil cuzie nappy..we brought him inside female toilet..at first he was quiet...coz ther's no other ppl..then suddenly one by one female user came in..oh my god!..he cry...saying malu!!.hahaha..so cutttee... at three we went home..sending lil cuzie home..we singgah umah nyayi...i gt to sleep there! hmm tiring..! enufff im tire writing...a bit sick..due of lack of sleeping and hujan kene kepale! some picture of taufik..n family.. lil cuzzie watchin abigail...making noise...he also imitating her by opening his big mouth! taufik singing song.."one" getting closed up pic..he stood right in front of me..as if he noe i want to take a pic of him..Clever!a picture of happy family...imagine taufik is my husband..hahaha...lil cuzzie my baby..haha...dun jeles uh! a candid of family potrait exlcluding cik din n kak cikin...haha..tts how mal pronounce!~taufik is sooo poor thing standing in the rain.. this time he sang sombong!..

cabot!

2007-06-11T01:11:00.000-07:00

hi there!..today i went to school to do tt dumbass thingy..DNT~~haizzz..then meet up with rina kat causeway..ku cabut dnt @ 1230 haha..untuk melepaskan rindu..lolz..haha..we went to library..borrow books..thanks ghurl for letting me borrow books with ur card..haha..rmb we got planned to hook with mat rep haha..urs is mat luar negeri bukan amerika tp org sarawak/thailand/myanmmar/indon haha nasib bukan bangladesh..mine is eeeewww mat rep ganyut sak..kau pilihkan haha...org security lak tu..aiyo ammak!..hhahaha..then we dcide to go home..tke bus together..then its the end!...haha

huhu?

2007-06-07T10:24:00.000-07:00

im damn bored tts y i write this lol...this morning i had dnt...i was waiting for mr ali...ive got nnoting to do...so i had a convo with min n aira..we talked about..err..g***t? omg!...its a bit scary wen min told me abt his experiences..lol..then after tt convo..im still waiting...min n i got noting better to do..we reached out for a small nail and hit it on the table..and also on the styrofoams...seriously we're bored..damn bored..haha...i noe wen u read tis its weird to heard tt min were free enuff to *layan both me and airah..u wan to noe y...coz he's lonely..fauzi had a fever after seeing tt thing..syafik small wen to klll..mervin were so engrossed in his artefact..and khai was way too busy to talk to him..as he had to finish up his artefact..with mr johan paying attention to him..lolz..ok enuff abt today... i wanna tok abt yesterday..hmm after photoshop courses..me and ff601 exclude mas but adding in Farah we went straight to ifah house..yeah..we played with the makeup...i look soooo terrible ugly..lol...haha..im not sajak to use makeup setebal tebal nye...farah makeup were mostly abit natural..but seriously..she look more lyk her lil sis..immature!..haha...credits to hidaya...for the makeup..lol..then rina...she look lyk her mum...now i can imagine her mum during the aged of sixteen lol...then airah...she look darker...haha..daya...she look lyk shes going clubbing man~..i cant stop laughing..then we be an unpayed model...haha...wearing wig..lol...its about time..my stomach went hungry..ifah's mum cooked noodle for us..its superly delicious..i wan to tambah..but unfortunately...it gone!...haha... then after finish that thingy...i went straight to kedai..lol..i wait for daddy..b4 goin home..but then we actually wen straight to pick up my bro n mummy..then we had our dinner at ayer rajah foodstall...haha...full of detail right???keke.. oklah its enuff of this i wanna continue to watch movie...title she's the man!

i made it?

2007-05-28T09:54:00.000-07:00

I've made this!!!!

2007-05-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

today home alone...damn bored...clean up my house mess...nothing to do..lol....then open my comp..and watch seducing mr perfect...havent finish!....uploading...millionaire first love...not yet watched...lol..hehe...then chat a bit with my dearie fren...rina a.k.a pisang and aira a.k.a monyet hahah..muakc lurp them sooo much...lol....tomorow goin to mit them lol..for my english mid yr oral..hahax....it had been postpone till tomorow...hoping no more postpone leh...leceh..sey...then we planned to go to rumah daya a.k.a dayak(tribe leader dol!) haha...to play with the baby....the cutie pie....also planning in my mind to go borong kat pasar malam lolz..hehe...i mish my rainbowlurv lol...i hope he can go out on the 2nd june..kekeke....n i hope my sis n her babylurv can go to..go for romantic walk..around the east coast beach...haha...n then go home together...lol...hehe... gtg....i think i beta finish up my drama...then vacuum my room..and living room again and again..haha..

Elhazeeq! ILU

2007-05-24T07:03:00.000-07:00

finally i found his blog lolz...he's too cute too resist..haha..btol tk sentence ni?

2007-05-23T06:07:00.000-07:00

i've made this video haha..nice rite i noe!!

2007-05-23T05:59:00.000-07:00

i watch this video its so cute lolz... UNCLE CUTE SANGAT!..ahaha

kish kish kish..haha

nice story lil haziq..kaka

i forgive her

2007-05-15T23:45:00.000-07:00

yup..i forgive..her...no matter wat happened we'll still be friend...i dun wan to lose a friend lyk her..due to a small matter...but i hope she realise it now....how hurt my feeling is to noe..tt my own friend do this....but its ok...im the person so called as " always give ppl 2nd chances!" hehe...might as well werk at 2nd chance! wahaha got to go...

is this called Friends?

2007-05-15T00:29:00.000-07:00

i listen to my heart...i wonder and wonder....is this called friends? who always called me name..who always lied to me..who always made fun of me...is this called friends...i juz couldnt help but think and think....what kind of friend is this...and i also wonder abt one of my friend..is she juz acting...coz she look lyk acting in front of me......hmmm..lyk wanted me to feel jealous..nah no matter wat..if this is what she thinking..sorry..i didnt...if its true u lied to me abt tt thing and u juz acting..tell me now..or if i ever found out the truth not from ur own mouth..dun ever think that i'll forgive u...however...i will hate u till life end...hmm and take notes aite...i didnt lyk him at all..maybe a bit..but still doesnt mean u can take advantage of making fun of me..and i wanna tell u tt..in my heart there's someone else...and forever will be...they're my own family..no other ppl especially guys can take over their place in my heart... except my future husband maybe..but nvr will it be him...u noe who;s him... listen up...tell me now..orrr....gdbye...i dun care if i lose 1 friend...especially friend who didnt care other friends feeling!